i look back now only to reminisce. what a sorry failure i had allowed myself to become. there is an old proverb which says, "enjoy the little you have while the fool is hunting for more." that was what i believed and how i acted, in the past, for do not all old proverbs speak the truth? no! i am beginning a new life and i have reversed that proverb just as i have altered the actions of my past life. now, the proverb goes like this "Hunt for more while the fool is enjoying the little he had".
im born again in a world where i truly belong. a world full of worm. i want to eat the earth. satisfy my craving for mud.
there are certain nights that i couldnt sleep. i just wonder why.. sometime i take it as a punishment for my self.. for not being good, for being so insensitive, for being so rude, for not letting a classmate borrow a pen, for being so greedy, for being just what i am...
i dreamed of traveling to places where people and gods walk side by side. i want to take long walks and stop only when my feet sores. i want to climb mountains and be enchanted by manna manni. i want to see the world and find a place where i can build my forest. i want to have my own sea. i want to have an ocean named after me. i want to have a country where i can live without laws. without prejudice. without the corrupt government. without mosquitoes. without suckers!
i just want peace of mind.. a green place... a cool air... a beautiful thing to look at and admire...
i just want to have someone... someone that understands freedom...
naa diay koy ethics...

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